akiSAN__ // the deeper vileness.

new photos. :)

2008-03-04T16:07:57Z

I haven't had any new photos taken in a while, and seeing as it was so pretty outside I figured today would be a good day. :) Sorry to torture you like this, but yes, there's lots of me behind the cut.

I had to edit one of the extension clips out of this one, sorry its so obvious.

Empty skate park is
MAD FUN

That tree was full of spiders. :(

HAPPY ROCK

If I was a superhero, I would be Sinbad the Saviour.

Outtakes

I think the hair looks good.

Smile quota for 2008 = filled.

Do not ask me to pout, because this is what you will get:

And finally...
Look at me gooooooooo.

france.

2008-01-20T19:12:31Z

Here is me whoring it up in the B&B we stayed at the night before the ferry:

It was a pretty good place to stay to be honest, I'd go there again.

I have Germany hair. :D I looove my extensions.

In the ferry port I made ghetto luggage tags because I was paranoid about losing my case.

I blocked out the address because someone is sure to whine if I don't.

The sea was really choppy and rough, I haaaaated it and felt really sick. Bleurgh.

This bird had a mad fun time, as you can see.

We didn't get to our hotel in Paris until around 6:30pm, so we didn't do much other than unpack, eat and sleep that night...but the next day we did so much! First, Champs-Elysee and the Arc du Triomphe!

We also went up the Eiffel Tower, which I hadn't done before.
We couldn't go all the way to the top as the top level was only open on weekends, but the view from the first and second floors was still amazing.

Hello smudge, oh how I haven't missed you.

The only way to view the tower, from underneath!

After that, we walked towards the Louvre, which is as perfectly beautiful as you might imagine it to be. I hadn't been in before, so we did...first, I got this pic of Tom:

Of course, there was no way I was missing an opportunity to take photos of the most famous painting in the world.

Venus de Milo!

I took loads of photos of the glass pyramids, because...wow.

This one goes out to everyone who hasn't yet read or seen The Da Vinci Code...

MARY MAGDALENE'S BURIED HERE!!

The next day was the day to visit the most beautiful building ever made....Notre Dame. Unfortunately it was really wet and horrible out, so I didn't get any decent photos of the building itself. Here's one of the interior:

Another place we visited was the Sacre-Coeur church...this place was spotted on the way:

THIS IZ WHERE WE PARTAY EN FRANCAIS!

We had to climb loads of steps to get to the church, and I wasn't bet impressed.

These 50-year-old English biddies overtook me and I was like WHAAAAT. D:

Still, the church was worth all of the lung-crushing!

Tom likes it because Sacre-Coeur means Sacred Heart, which is the name of the hospital in Scrubs.

The view from up there was gorgeous:

The next day we visited Place de la Bastille...awesome. Much thinking about Voltaire, among other famous prisoners!

Tom taking a photo of the monument: I love this. My new-ish lens is so sexy.

A headless busking accordion player. As you do.

We wandered back past Notre Dame at one point and I got a nice photo of it.

We bought a salad sandwich, sat down to eat and realised you can't get away from ACC, even in France...

This is probably my favourite photo of the holiday, taken at Concorde near the Champs-Elysee:

CAN'T ESCAPE THE MINGER!

Though I've done really well not to put many photos of myself in this blog.

One of my favourite places that we visited was a graveyard, called Pere Lachaise. It's home to many famous people, include the marvellous Oscar Wilde, whose grave is very defaced (but I think it makes it more wonderful)...

Jim Morrison is there too:

The arch at La Defense is abso-frigging-lutely massive. Oh dear lord. Observe:

We went shopping around that area and I got another Tokio Hotel calendar, WAHEY.

Here is some of the stuff I bought from France:

Tokio Hotel are absolutely massive over there, so it's really easy to get merchandise.
The red book is a sketch pad that I turned into a really snazzy scrapbook.

On the 14th we visited DISNEYLAND which made me so happy. <3
I got my pirate shirt back that I wrecked with hairdye!!

Only six euros because it's a kid size...yahoooo.

I'll post the Disneyland pics separately because they're on my other camera. :)

IT'S GUY LOVE BETWEEN TWO GUYS!

I am short.

On the last night, we went to see the Eiffel Tower all lit up and also went back to the Louvre again. It was all so beautiful. I really didn't want to come home. I would give all my toenails and both my eyes to go back again tomorrow.

We travelled for god-knows-how-long the next day, all to come back to crappy old England...Tom has the exact time. It was something like seventeen hours. NOT GOOD. We couldn't even have a lie-in on Friday morning because I had work...curse you, employers. You're all against me.

At least my sandwich on the train home was amazingly fresh...

....NOT. What the hell?!

I took over four hundred photos over the course of the holiday, so I think I did quite well to narrow it down so far. Hope you liked them. Back to transferring my project over...this is gonna take forever...damn me and my unwavering dedication to the cause.

Oh, and VAMOS RAFA!!
He's in the quarter-finals at the Australian Open and I am dying for him to make the semis this year. <3

akisan @ 2008-01-09T19:07:00

2008-01-09T19:08:15Z

I'm going to France with the Tomlad, I'll have loooads of photos to share when I'm back. :D

years.

2007-12-09T17:16:42Z

...they're not very good.

...hello sexy camera.

I live with the housemates from hell, by the way.
THERE IS A LOO ROLL EPIDEMIC, OMG.
... :|

extensions.~

2007-05-01T19:29:26Z

I got my new extensions in saturday. =D

I know you can't see it very well, I'll get better photos sometime this week. =]

all my assignments & course reports are done now, so I should be able to get online and update my lj more XDD so so sorry for not commenting everyones entries, I have been reading, promise. ♥ for a magical way to catch up with me, you could always check out my Project 365 journal =] that's basically taking one photo everyday for a year. I've done a month so far, click below if you wanna check it out:

I might be part of some modelling group called F13...? that sounds really pretentious. It probably won't happen XD but heeey let's see...going to the park tomorrow with the boyfriend to do some photos for him. He's pretty, I'll post the best ones if I remember to =] hope everyone's good.

Going out in about an hour...yay. But the clubs around here are rubbish and play the same old indie music :( but chips afterwards will be good. <3 I'm so hungry. Macaroni & cheese just isn't filling anymore!! *shakes fist*

hai.

2007-04-12T21:25:37Z

...really got to start updating this more.

I can't wait to go back to Derby on Saturday and see Tom D:
the days really aren't going quick enough...I have so much work to do though, it's my own fault that I'm wasting all this time with my ps2. =| CAN'T HELP IT.

I *did* have a video to post, but Lj won't let me. gits!

Plain, I know. XD hopefully going to do some better ones this weekend...

...I can't go near a camera without putting on silly voices. XD sorry.

home.

2007-04-02T00:27:06Z

I'm home for easter now, which is cool. =]
It was a lot of travelling, but it's good to be back.
Free food and a double bed to myself, waheyy!!
I'm going to get loads of pics developed tomorrow...and sometime this week I'm putting down the deposit for a tattoo. :3 *eek*
Should be good, hopefully get that done before I go back..

..I'm gonna update with some decent pics this weekend, but until then, I do have a couple more dodgy ones to share. XD

Photos I took of the churches where I live the other day:

And just two from friday:

My nose is feeble.

I'm very pale but I'm cool with that. ^^

Tomorrow = spending lots of money. YAY.
this week is all about getting my work out of the way with though...hopefully I'll have one & a half course reports done tomorrow, which is a start I suppose. XD~

Boys in the next room making a lot of noise, as usual. My brother has six friends round to watch some pay-per-view thing on tv. o__0 of course, they're not actually watching the show they've paid so much for. They're just laughing and hitting each other with biscuit tin lids?! *backs away slowly*

Such is my life. XD

going out.~

2007-03-22T19:05:57Z

Having so much work to do is murder. D: got until wednesday to get it all done...hopefully after then I'll be able to get online more, sorryyy for not commenting on entries. DX I have got a few pics from going out last week though, so may as well post them.~

My flatmate Lex..she's a good 'un.

Mr. Clever had his thumb over the flash.

I like her face.

Sorry for the blur!!

my throat's so sore. D: I'm coughing horribly, bleh, I wish there was a miracle cure. Doesn't look like I'll be going out tomorrow...we have a flat inspection, so I should probably tidy up. Help meeee!

pics.~

2007-03-12T19:47:06Z

I dyed my hair back to black the other day, because the pink in my fringe was stressing me out. =] Thought I'd take a few photos to celebrate~

One from Friday night:

And these few are from yesterday...I tried using natural lighting, because flash eats my face D:

Everyone's going out tonight me thinks, but I'm going to stay in with the boy and watch a Johnny Depp film instead. Sounds like a plan.

Tomorrow I've got to give a presentation about cuneiform for one of my modules. ;__; that's ancient Babylonian script, in case you didn't know. Ergh. I'm going to faaaail! *flails around wildly* I really do need to get in gear and get all my work done. One book review, four course reports, and this portfolio to finish by the end of the year. D: Kidding meeee.

At least there is Barcelona to look forward to.

writing.

2007-03-05T17:52:31Z

So considering that my uni course is Creative Writing, you'd think I write quite a lot. WRONG. the course is bleedin' useless, as they say D: but today I actually feel "motivated" to get something down. Mergghhh.

We're back on the budget...£40 a week! And I'm already £10 over this week cos I ordered some new hair extensions. D: daaaamnit. Money hates me & I hate money.

This week I'm going to go to the gym everyday...seeing all these others with actual BICEPS and MUSCLE is worrying me. I'm so out of shape, I get exhausted just crawling up the six flights of stairs to my flat. =[ Sooo...while lent is still going on and I'm off the junk...I'm going to love my DDR mat some more, go to the gym, get in shape for my holiday. XD~ (maybe)

I have a couple of photos anyway...nothing spectacular, just ones from being out & about. =]

One of my flatmates and me...I know my hair's a mess. XD I've dyed it all black since & I'm gonna cut it later.

My new boyfriend:

Photo of my brother's band that I took the other week...

the band are called A Clear Conscience, 'ReiGinsei' is just what I call my imaging thing. XD

I'll leave it there. HUNGRY but incapable of cooking...and that's my eternal dilemma.

emd photography.~

2007-02-22T13:37:04Z

So I got the pics back from EMD Photography yesterday, they're not brilliant but I do quite like them. =] So here we go. A few of these are x-posted to visual_fuckers, but as they're not all that visual, I'm not posting all of them there. XD

Hope you like.~

These last three were print-outs, so I scanned them in, hence the funny colouring & lack of quality. =]

The end. =]

Now then...I have to go to the gym. ;__; for the 3rd day in a row.
I have a new dancemat though, so I can play that when I get back. <3 I do love it.

crepe paper.

2007-02-11T16:20:54Z

It was one of my flatmate's birthdays this weekend...so we threw her a party last night, in the flat. Lots of people were round, and all very drunk. XD Of course I don't drink, and there were a few other straight-edge kids there as well so I didn't feel awkward staying sober. ♥

Reaaaally should be doing some work...eh...I'm so unmotivated. =[ I do have modelling clay though, which I got from town yesterday..I'm gonna write my name in cuneiform in it for my presentation. XD if I get three pieces of work done today I'll be satisfied. Need to tidy my room up as well. x_x

I took a few pics earlier...nothing really special, just what I look like more casual. XD

One I edited to death:

Annnnd a few blurry ones without flash XD

..I don't know what I'm doing here.

The end, thank the lord.

I would also like to introduce you to my new scarf:

It's lush. ♥

Annnd just randomly, me being short with a few of my friends last week:

Eh I really don't know what else to say. I'm pretty hungry. I can't wait to go to the gym tomorrow. My room hasn't magically tidied itself while I've been typing this. Yet another Sunday I suppose?

I have a photoshoot with EMD Photography on friday, so I'll probably bother you all with the results sometime next week. =] Oh joy.

tonight I felt stronger.

2007-02-03T02:38:44Z

Just got in...at 2:30am. D: we went to a rock club in town...would've stayed later, but I'm tired. I'm hungry.
My flatmates haven't been monitoring my eating habits today, which I'm glad for. Bleh.
I had the tastiest Subway sandwich earlier. <3

Anyway I'm just writing this entry to kill some time as I'm not really tired. Might stick a film on, but there's no one to watch it with...the person whom I might want to watch it with has gone back to his flat with one of my own flatmates. Eh. I can't understand my own feelings these days. I'm not even sure which way he swings.

Might go to bed...and go into the city tomorrow, haven't done that in a while. Think I need some time on my own with my iPod to sort my head out. =[

Gonna post some pics I did for the visual_fuckers theme now...it was vice and virtue. XD Just my favorites though, some of them were pretty dodgyy!

I'll leave it there. XD

The lj-cut messed up because rich text is utter shite, just click the comment link to see everything.

Myspace is providing me with absolutely no entertainment...as usual. D: sooo bed it is.
I actually have a few friends on LJ now, so I'll be using this journal more. XD sorrryy for the boring.

waves still not dead.

2007-01-29T21:17:51Z

My flatmate sat me down today and watched me eat.
She said that she was not letting me become anorexic.
Eh?
I ate three bread rolls and half a bowl of soup. I'm fuckin' stuffed mate.
~~I won't have to eat for the rest of the week.~~ KIDDING!

So...apart from developing eating disorders that I wasn't aware I was susceptible to, I haven't been doing all that much.
Today I gave a presentation on Anno to the class...I think a couple of them were interested.
I passed his book around, anyway.
Then we had this weird storytellers workshop...the guy asked me to tell a memory of a childhood experience.
I told some shitty memory I have of me and my girl-best-friend, and how her parents used to take me to church with them.
I warned him beforehand that it was pointless, but he loved it and practically drowned me in praise.

I was confused.

May as well share these pics I took today here as I already posted them in visual_fuckers ^^ and I'll probably end up in visual_fucks XD

Rubbish pic, but you can see the hair:

I tried hard to save this one, but failed ;__;

And THE WORST body shot in history XDD I really need a photographer.

Happy 2007.

2007-01-02T16:56:46Z

Took these earlier today. =] Edited a few of them, just because. Happy new year everyone!

My eye makeup:

My face without the fringe: *shock horror*

Please ignore my eyebrows. x___x

Didn't know which I preferred:

The end.

waves

2006-12-31T13:51:17Z

And again I insist that I ain't yet dead. XDD

my Xmas was GOOD but I think I'm losing the will to live with society in general.
Tomorrow is 2007 which means it will be the best year in existence, purely because 7 is the best number.
I'm feeling very grotty and should-get-dressedish so I'm going to do that before my estranged brother and his new wench turn up for dinner. Then I'm going to take some photos, because I haven't for ages...and haven't 88 Colors eyeshadow probably means I should use it a bit more.

Just a few odd pics then before I sod off for another month or so...

Take me home to meet your parents, please?

She keeps me sane and decidedly gay.

My flatmate. <3

And remember those pics from ages ago I did with HJP photography?

Byeeeeeeeee~

New hair.

2006-11-30T10:53:03Z

Wellllll you don't have to be a genius to figure out I dyed my hair again. XD I'm definitely keeping it purple for a while though. I like it better than the red. =]

BEFORE:

Faded red/burnt orange!

DURING:

The bleach only lifted it to peach, so I gave up on that idea!

AFTER:

I'm finally blonde!!
...Just kidding. XD That was pre-colour.
Here are the actual results...

Now for the obligatory 'look at itttt' photos.

And yes, I know my fringe is too long. Shhhhh.

Harro! waves

2006-10-21T18:52:18Z

I LIVE! xDDD I'm staying with people in a place called Derby now?! Woahhh madfun haha. Living with so many girls is killing me though.

As usual, there isn't much useful/interesting stuff for me to type aimlessly about...I did manage to lose my wallet on Wednesday, so I have no credit cards or anything. =[ It sucks. The police haven't phoned me so I guess that means it hasn't been handed in or anything. ANNOYING. I have to wait until Monday when I'm going to visit mom to see if my new cards have arrived yet...grrr. Why's it always me?!

Anyway...I messed with my hair a bit and cut it shorter. I like it, I don't really like it when it grows out too long.

...And that's about it haha. Its pretty much a mess.
My waffles were burnt. =[ Mental note: LEARN TO COOK.

=].

2006-10-06T00:29:57Z

Here are a few pics of myself and my new Uni "crew"...ignore the fact that I look rough in pretty much all of them. XD

Becky, Lex, Vicki, Me - they're three of my five flatmates. =] They rock hard.

Becky is awesome. This picture is terrible though. XD "Emo faces" = me having no eyebrows & big forehead.

The boy on the left isn't usually that weird looking.

Half of The Gang:

Yeahh he doesn't even look at the camera for me, haha.

Random table photo:

Annnnnd Reff in the loft:

Hmmm.

The end!

Hohum.

2006-09-27T08:10:37Z

I guess I shouldn't have expected anything to come of it...he is male, after all. Still sort of disappointed though...how uncool.

Anyway...crappy poetry. My friend wants to use it for a song, but its not actually that great.

If I gave you the key...would you twist it?
Would you honestly want to unlock that door?
Is your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
for the sake of that thing on the floor?

It's repulsive, you know. It's disgusting.
It's writhing, it's bleeding, it's sick.
Is your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
just to find out what might make it tick?

If you twist that key, it'll kill you.
In fact, the entire world might freeze up and die.
Is your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
just to know the colour found in its eye?

I will give you the key, but I must warn you.
The temptation may prove to be too great.
Is your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
just to tease with the shackles of fate?

You know...I used the key once, a while ago.
And I'll never forget what I saw.
Is your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
just to be blinded by the thing past the door?

Well...here is the key, if you still want it.
Just push it in and twist to the right.
Take your last piece of mind and leave it behind
as you lay your eyes upon that sight.

Do you like it in there, is it cosy?
Is there room with a view, just for two?
Was your own peace of mind worth leaving behind
for the sake of the thing sat next to you?

I suppose if you're happy I'll get going.
I'm sure there's much for you to talk about.
If your own peace of mind wasn't worth leaving behind
THEN JUST ROT THERE. Or give me a shout?

akisan @ 2006-08-25T19:34:00

2006-08-25T18:37:08Z

Some from Sunday...

I need a haircut. =[

Don't make me go out tonight with these blatant sinners. =[ They're going to eat my soul and make me dance to GREEN DAY for God's sake!! Ohhhhh to have friends with honour and dignity, lmao. XD It could be worse...could be Foo Fighters. Umhmm.

In other news, I am loving TRI-Angle by DBSK feat. BoA and The TRAX. Phwoarrrr to the video too. K-Pop aieeee't.

Well...I better go get ready to go to hell, or something. =[ WHY HAVEN'T YOU SAVED ME ALREADY?!

I really wish I had friends on this journal. =\

~from sunday.

2006-08-09T20:29:41Z

Just a few photos from sunday...

I really need to trim my fringe. =( And the rest of my hair too, actually. I just don't know what to do with it anymore...I didn't bother doing anything with it for these pics. Sorry.

I get paid on Friday....hmmm, nearly $300 worth of cash for doing nothing at all. XD I like this job. I should work with children everyday.

HAIR.

2006-07-25T16:40:33Z

I bleached & dyed two bits of my hair, so one side's red and the other is blonde. You can't really see it in these pics, but here we go anyway. XD Lots of contrast!

Didn't know if I liked it lighter or darker...so I did both.

You can kinda see both colours here. XD

I liked the colour better but thought I'd keep the b/w one anyway..

That's it. ^^
Real entry with words coming as soon as...life treats me to a sneak preview?

Asagi..

2006-07-10T09:12:53Z

...Asagi [D] inspired photos. XD Dodgy I know, but I tried.

^^ Didn't know which I liked better of these two:

And I don't like this one but I'm posting it anyway:

One without editing, face-on, because apparently I never do it.

So there's your proof that I do.

End~!
Today I must travel to the "ghetto" region of our fair city (using their public transport too...lovely!) in order to arrange a job for over the summer. Come on kiddies, let me ~~MENTAL~~ mentor you!

And it's five days to my birthday. XD

^^

2006-06-29T18:28:25Z

I'm having a totally chilled out week. Tomorrow = shopping and getting my book back off a friend, but otherwise I haven't left the house. XD Apart from work of course but...thats better left unmentioned.

My Myv pictures came in the mail today...they're pretty. I nearly ripped one getting them out of the envelope, but it made it through. o__0 Yay. ♥

My mom also redid my undercut for me as it was growing out real bad...its short again now yay. Not so yay is the rest of my hair! The roots badly need redoing and it needs a cut...naw can't be bothered. XD I'll do it myself later.

Just me the other day then...I'm starting to look more Edward Scissorhands than anything else now my hairs growing out. xDDD

Gay for Rafa Nadal please. ♥